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Wednesday, May 08, 2024

Wednesday, May 08, 2024 I need your help buying a house. Please consider visiting and sharing my links. My Paypal is jasonwhitaker29171@yahoo.com https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/5htw2lz⁠ ⁠https://jason29171.substack.com/⁠ ⁠⁠http://Fjasonwhitakerwriter.com ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://medium.com/@jason29171⁠⁠ https://www.viewbug.com/member/jason29171 https://neobook.org/jason29171/ ⁠⁠https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker⁠⁠ ⁠https://publicfast.com?deal=jason71⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.fjasonphoto.com/⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/Z6P9332V8VAW?ref_=wl_share⁠⁠ ⁠⁠Another Day, Another Podcast⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://gurushots.com/jasonwhitaker29171/photos⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://youtube.com/@jason29171⁠⁠ video editing: ⁠⁠https://youtu.be/-zz6ZQOFQes⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_sJ

Tuesday, May 07, 2024

Tuesday, May 07, 2024 I have no plans for today. I am considering going somewhere tomorrow. I plan to go somewhere on Friday morning. I feel like I have been waiting for some unknown thing to occur. What makes a joke a great joke? What makes you laugh? I often wonder why people believe that hating others makes them superior to those that they judge. I sometimes forget things like I forgot something yesterday. I feel tired. I want to do so many things. I want to do nothing. I want to go to bed. Somewhere, someday, long ago I lived a life different from the one I live now. Days busy nights out, meeting people never seeing them again. I went with the flow and it brought me here to the middle of nowhere. I wanted so much when I started out but so much was against me I lost everything I had. I miss those times I wonder where all of those people are now.  https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO⁠ Words, Fl

Monday, May 06, 2024

Monday, May 06, 2024 I would like to consider continuing my education to increase my odds of finding a first career but I need help to fund my education. A boyfriend. One thing I would like to have soon is a boyfriend. A boy to love and be loved by. I will never support a hate group. People seem confused. They support groups that oppress and murder people like me. Certain things in life are a mystery to me. One of them is finding a boyfriend. I want a cute fit boy to spend my nights with... I had strange dreams. I woke up a little later. I have exercised and have completed most of the things from my daily routine. I need a boyfriend. I need friends. I hate being alone all the time. Something on my mind  brings moments gone back again like I never left those places behind. I wrapped my legs around him, his cock deep inside of me, I remember nothing but him sliding in and out of me. I live that moment again, I dream of having a moment like that again but these day

Sunday, May 05, 2024

Sunday, May 05, 2024 I often wonder if I am attractive enough for anyone. I wonder if anyone would be attracted to my body. I wonder if my cock is big enough. I wonder if I am good enough. I'm Genderfluid. I'm nonbinary. I'm Bigender. I Genderqueer. I'm not a boy or a girl. I'm a boy and I'm a girl.  I wasted so many years of my life on false religion. I know the Truth now. I know the lies I was told for so many years. I will not be fooled again. I'm versatile. I do not play the girl role in a relationship. I do not play the boy in a relationship. I have never had a boyfriend. I want a boyfriend. I need a boyfriend to ride my cock. I need a boyfriend so I can ride his cock. I have found a few Transmen attractive, but I'm still figuring out what that means for me. I'm not attracted to all guys. I want a boyfriend. At the moment, my goal is to find a cute, fit, cis boy. I have not done much today. I do not know what I will do toda

Saturday, May 04, 2024

Saturday, May 04, 2024 What movie is your favorite movie to watch again? What was the first movie you watched in a movie theater? What songs do you associate with certain movies or time periods? Do you ever cancel plans because you are told there will be thunderstorms on a certain day but it doesn't rain the entire day? I was planning to go to the free comic book day event today but thought there would be thunderstorms. I do not think it has rained all day. I have no plans tomorrow. I woke up from strange dreams again, spent the daydreaming of a better life while looking back on those years I once lived. He was someone I wanted to be around, I loved his smile. We kissed all the time. I was in love but I'm unsure how he felt about me. I asked him to be my boyfriend and he said no. We did so many things together that I thought there was more to us. Looking back I find myself missing him. I wish things could have been different. I once fell in love with a boy who did not

Friday, May 03, 2024

Friday, May 03, 2024 I had a strange dream this morning. A few of the actors from Modern Family were in my dream. I was thinking about some of my story ideas this morning and thought of creating video games based on these stories. When I was younger I had a blog where I would share bible verses and my thoughts daily. I had a following on that blog. I have no plans to do that again. Why is cottage cheese called cottage cheese? Is it really cheese? It doesn't look or taste like cheese. I hate the texture and flavor of cottage cheese. I had a few strange dreams. I woke up late. I mean that I woke up a few times before getting out of bed. I was tired. I do not know what I will do today or tomorrow. I have not looked at next week yet. There was a time years ago, when I was him and he rose. I tasted his buds and licked his stem sucked on his flower until his nectar  flowed into me. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠ht