F Jason Whitaker

Thursday, May 16, 2024 Pride month is next month. I am going to an event on the first of the month. The event takes place in a small town across the river from my community. I miss living in a city. I lived in Los Angeles. I could take public transportation to most places. I am now here in a rural state with no public transportation. I am going to one place today and tomorrow. I have plans next week. It's warm... I do not believe that anyone wants to help anyone else unless it benefits themselves. Do you ever laugh out loud for no reason? I sat by the window watching traffic as the news of changes played out on a TV nearby. I once imagined my life and this is not what I saw when I saw myself in the future back when I had so much hope for my future. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/5htw2lz⁠ ⁠https://jason29171.substack.com/⁠ ⁠⁠http:

Wednesday, May 15, 2024 I have no plans for today. I think I will do some writing. Next week is my Autism assessment. I need to figure out how to eat healthier. I currently exercise most days of the week. I plan to exercise daily and eat better to get in shape. I hope to get in shape before finding my first boyfriend. I hope to have a boyfriend soon. I was thinking about what I would do if he were very religious. Why are certain jokes funny? I've been thinking about you, I've never forgotten you, though it's been so long since I last saw you. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/5htw2lz⁠ ⁠https://jason29171.substack.com/⁠ ⁠⁠http://Fjasonwhitakerwriter.com ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://medium.com/@jason29171⁠⁠ https://www.viewbug.com/member/jason29171 https://neobook.org/jason29171/ ⁠⁠https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker⁠⁠ ⁠https://public

Tuesday, May 14, 2024 I am watching a webinar on lighting. I do not know what to do today or the rest of the week. I have plans for next week. I feel tired. Why is it so difficult for me to find a first career? Why is it so easy for most people to find a first career? I would like to have a home. I need a place to live. I need to begin my life. You can send your support for me via my Patreon or my Paypal: jasonwhitaker29171@yahoo.comYou can send your support for me via my Patreon or my Paypal: jasonwhitaker29171@yahoo.com https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/5htw2lz⁠ ⁠https://jason29171.substack.com/⁠ ⁠⁠http://Fjasonwhitakerwriter.com ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://medium.com/@jason29171⁠⁠ https://www.viewbug.com/member/jason29171 https://neobook.org/jason29171/ ⁠⁠https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker⁠⁠ ⁠https://publicfast.com?deal=jason71

Monday, May 13, 2024 I had strange dreams again. I often have strange dreams. I have no plans today. I have a webinar on lighting tomorrow. I have no other plans for this week. Next week is my Autism assessment. Tuesday and Thursday. Friday, next week, is the free produce. I need a first boyfriend. I need a first career. I think I would adopt if I could. I mean that I would adopt if I were financially able to adopt. I have no income and no home. I would need a career and home before I could adopt. I thought I would adopt an older child. I would adopt a child who was 10, 11, or 12. Religious people are the ones who make this world so horrible. They are greedy and have never considered the consequences of their actions. They use everything including other people to make themselves wealthy. I'm watching a show called Kuntergrau. It's about a group of men my age and their relationships. I think it is German with one non-german person on the cast. T

Sunday, May 12, 2024 Two of my celebrity crushes are Miles Heizer and Connor Jessup. I want a boyfriend but I am uncertain how to meet people. I have no friends and I've never had a boyfriend. I have no idea what to write about my spiritual journey because there's so much I do not know. I do know that I believe differently now than I once believed. I think about the idea of doing standup comedy and it intrigues me. I want to be able to consider it but I cannot get started. I was going to one place today but I have decided not to go there. I plan to go to a few places today. I wonder if I will ever have a first boyfriend. Early morning time to rise and seek out the things a new day has to offer. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/5htw2lz⁠ ⁠https://jason29171.substack.com/⁠ ⁠⁠http://Fjasonwhitakerwriter.com ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://medium.com/

Saturday, May 11, 2024 There are some topics I think about constantly. One of these topics is having a first boyfriend. I had this thought, and dream, recently. I thought what if I could win a house and find a boyfriend? I want a boyfriend and I need a place to live. People do horrible things in the name of religion. It would be better if people did great things in the name of religion. By great I mean I mean being decent people who do not want to murder the LGBTQ+... It seems as though speed limits are some kind of dare to people. It's like the sign telling people not to speed is taunting them. "I dare you to go over this speed..." I am going to a place to pick up a free lunch. I have no idea what else I will do today. I hope to have my first boyfriend soon. I have no idea what it would be like to have a boyfriend but I want one. My sinuses are bothering me and I feel drained. I had some strange dreams. Summer May Day, dreaming of a lover, dream